I am writing because i need to vent. But despite my writing this, i won't be able to release all my frustration at the situation that has currently befallen me.

I am so angry. I hate the arrogance of this world. Whenever you managed to grasp a sliver of happiness, life snatches it away.
Everything is falling apart and it is always the ones closest to you that hurt you the worst.
I really don't know what to say... i just feel a huge knot of hatred pooling in the pit of my stomach and there's nothing i can do.
I go back to school in a few weeks, so i can only just sit and watch. useless.
I'm so fucking powerless.
Sorry for being random, there's really no need to respond to this and Sorry i'm so bad about staying in touch.
Thanks, i just needed to say something...

Sorry for writing this, i'm not usually this emo.